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ElevatorsToday I was on the fourth floor of the hospital. The window was from the ceiling to the floor. I stood and looked down and questioned what the height would do to my knees. But it didn't bother me at all. Prehaps it was the glass that made me feel safe, even if its reinforced, it was all that was seperating me from life and freefalling to death. Still, it may've been the glass that kept me from worrying.
I thought about what I would do if the glass wasn't there. Would I jump? Would I not even be able to approach the edge?
I touched the glass first with my fingertips, then my whole palm. It was so warm from the sun. &n Elevators
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Airing MusicI like to have my music on because it feels the empty spaces around me that I cannot control. It makes me feel like in a sense I can. I can control what the music does to it and how it fills it and surrounds me.
Sometimes people air things out to refresh them. Sometimes I have to blast music through my air to make it feel breathable.
The music's sound and its emotion and its movement mix with the oxygen and poisons in my box. I inhale them with every breath and exhale things I want to not think about, but not necassarily forget about.
You can't forget about painful things that shape your life and who you Airing Music
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FlyI sat watching a fly die.
Earlier I had sprayed some sort of canned chemical through the atmosphere that surrounded me, making it just a little more poisonous than it already was. They had launched some kind of invasion of my kitchen. I found myself more than willing to spray poison through the place where my food is, just to kill the floating black dots.
Prehaps I found myself with some kind of lust to annihilate them out of jealousy. Prehaps I am jealous of their wings, feel inferior that they should fly as they please when I have no hope of doing so myself. It could simply be that I was angered that they sho Fly
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Never KnowI made a mistake again. Guilt isn't the ugly monster it use to be, since caring has been gone for a long time, but I haven't bothered to keep track of the days. Mistakes are so human. I make so many of them. If to err is human, does it mean everytime I do just that I am perfect?
I think the only way you could judge a person's actions as good or as evil is if you knew exactly what was in his heart regarding them. But only God knows that, and I'm not God, which I know because I make mistakes, which, after all, is only human.
Sometimes thoughts are more evil than actions.
From my own experiences, I have fou Never Know
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Sat Jul 18, 2009, 11:04 PM

Mood: Dazed
Listening to: tap tap tap of the keys
Reading: finding peyton place
Watching: trees' shadows from the street lamps move w/ wind
Playing: with ideas
Drinking: heavily

hahahahaha i now love walmart

this isnt why, but me and my bff bought knee high like pantyhose for masks and spray paint
idk what we're actually going to do with it.
obviously we had a plan, but i dont think either of us were that serious.
but as i think about it i seriously want to follow through with the plan

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Current Residence: chilltown
deviantWEAR sizing preference: nudists don't have one
Print preference: medium rare
Interests: music. art. cultural and religious insight....
Favourite movie: donnie darko, pan's labrynth, the big lebowski, ask me, i love a lot
Favourite band or musician: queen, soad, rage agaisnt machine, rise against, SALIVA, smashingpumpkins,countingcrows
Favourite genre of music: INDY/alt/rock/metal/emo
Favourite artist: id say god
Favourite poet or writer: edgar allen poe. robert frost. william shakespeare
Favourite photographer: playboy photographers lol
Favourite style of art: abstract
Operating System: my brain
MP3 player of choice: :P
Shell of choice: i dont buy gas there?
Wallpaper of choice: gross wallpaper. i prefer paint
Skin of choice: tan and perfect
Favourite game: naked twister
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Favourite cartoon character: the get fuzzy characters... Grr
Personal Quote: FUCKIN B
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